My challenges

Next ….

My own worst enemy

Talent I didn’t lack, horse power also at this point not a problem, understanding my emotions, hormones and general growing up trying to work out who you were… MASSIVE ISSUE!!

Jumping was mostly my thing but I can’t begin to explain how ill 😷 I would be in the weeks leading up to a show.

I was so sick 🤢 before and after, I would attend events most weeks, PC training you name it we were out and doing through most of my childhood. I rarely did a bad job, pretty much always in the placings but I’m really not sure I can say I enjoyed it!

Around the age of 11 I tried stopping riding but mum was still instructing and fence judging so I would still go and then being there used to make me feel as though I was missing out.

I genuinely have spent more of my life torn between what I love doing and how that makes me feel in a pretty unhealthy way!!

This didn’t change as I got older …..